Wednesday, October 12, 2005
everyone seem to have relinguish themselves out from the once so-called stressful period of the year. now that exams are FINALLY over for almost all of you, and you heart is constantly on the race towards the long awaited freedom that you've been hoping to embrace, here i am still still stuck in misery.
while im left with 8 repugnant days left before i get over this burdensome period of examinations while almost, or rather, ALL the JC students are enjoying their Post-Promo games, and while the secondary school people continues with their carefree moments of their youth, i shall continue to devote my heart to my academics. the JC syllabus is just too heavy and content based. unless God performs a miracle, a miracle which exceeds its miraculous powers of the norm, then will the student be blessed with perhaps only an AO pass.
frankly speaking, i've finished up almost 99% of my revision, just that the fear of forgetting due to the nature of me being absent minded, i just can't get my mind off the intensive revision schedule that i've planned for myself. In addition to that, the constant muggers in class are also giving me stress, making me fear that if the cohord would to do exceedingly well, they would just moderate and raise the standard. and i vow that i would just delapilate and crumble into pieces.
as much as i've sulked on various blogs, hoping that someone out there would still share my agony, i guess reality would strike back as soon as i shut down this com and continue with the buzzle of life. but really, i guess optimism instead of pessimism would bring me further and grant me, perhaps one more level of strength and confidence to scale greater heights.
but relying on oneself is definitely a exorbitant thought. sometimes, without the interceding of divine powers, grace and mercy, i guess, we would never know the definition of accomplishing difficult tasks despite being labourious, in just a bliss.
anywy, good news.i thought that i would get 3/100 for my daily work for econs. but i got 61 for it somehow. with a constant average grade of 3/20 in almost all my assignments, i guess there must have been an error in the computation of the final grades. or maybe God intercede. whatever it may be, i wana Praise God for that.
so as i continue with this stressful period of examinations, you guys play hard and be on the count down and wait for my arrival!!
love:
mf
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